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I wish I were Your Lover .. I wish you were mine not his .. I wish I were next to you .. I wish I were with you .. I wish you were beside me .. I wish you were listening to me .. I wish you were here .. with me just to be in front of you .. Looking at you .. drowning in your eyes .. I know that I'll be breathless when I see your smile .. I wish us to be together .. I know that I'm lost .. lost inside your love .. I wish I can move on without you, but I know that I can't.. I know I'm nothing .. I wish you all true happiness .. I wish .. I wish you .. just you ! I wish my death comes fast .. So that'll please me.. at last!.

No one can make me forget.. No one can ease ma pain.. No one can deny how bad is what you did!. No one can tell me that I have to forgive you .. cause they all know that you don't deserve it!.. When I remember you.. When I remember what you did.. When I remember how blind I was .. When I remember my childish thoughts.. I wish I didn't meet you .. I wish you never exist in my life..my world .. my dreams .. my hopes!.. Every time I think of you .. Every time I see you .. Every time I hear your name .. Makes me realize that you've destroyed my Innocence .. Filled my heart with doubt .. Ruined my dreams .. Makes me know that now I'm

It hurts to love someone dosen't love you back And it hurts more when you know it but still doesn't accept that fact! It hurts when you can't sleep peacfully dreaming about him every single night. And it hurts more when you know that he's not alone during that nights It hurts to know that you gave your heart to such a betrayer. And it hurts more to know that he plays with it without any mercy! It hurts when you combine your name with his.. And it hurts more when you know that your name to him is just a name included in his game!.. So, I will say.. I was nothing except a Foolish!..

Clock is ticking .. And my heart is beating .. And I keep waiting .. Waiting for you to see Me and my big love and Romance .. Clock is ticking .. And time is wasted .. And I'll keep waiting for you my love to feel my soul !.. Clock is ticking.. And I'll still love you .. And I'm sure that you'll love Me too .. Clock is ticking .. And here I am .. Looking at you and I know That I'm just dreaming .. And you'll never love me too ..

Feeling mesmerized, lonely , sad ,.. I don't know what to choose ?? Because I don't  have something to lose.. Dreaming about happiness , love , … Something weird  for me .. Knowing who I am .. Makes me feel like I wanna run away from my self ..

When I think of you I find my self smiling When I think of you I lose my self and start Soaring! When I think of you I find my tears falling! When I think of you I know that I miss you When I think of you I find my self writing these Words for you ..